I dislike that I was put out of my comfort zone when I was already out of it.
    Could I possibly have been left worse off?

I hate that one look at you sent me into panic.
    Still so afraid, eating at every bit of me that screams at me for my foolishness.

I detest the memories that slowly took its time to hit me at the most random times.
    The stupidity of my actions frightens me and the regret resounds up till today.

I despise that we live underneath the same sky, that you and I could cross paths again some day.
    Won't you just stay away...?

I hate you. And I don't care that you don't deserve it. I know I can't choose who I love, but I can make myself hate you, be venomous, and exemplify you as my worst poison possible.

There is no antidote in existence.