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alynna
On the 3rd of November 1988, a baby was highly eager to see the world but now wishes she can just snuggle under her quilt and sleep the days away...

That's me. I'm nineteen, Malaysian but studying down under now in Brisbane.

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Friday, May 19, 2006
Fall, Part 2
... one day something happens.

You suddenly find yourself in tears when you remember that look of pain on his face as he reminisced of the times he spent with her. You find yourself wanting to punch the guy that cannot for the life of him treat her like the princess that she is. He has a death grip, refusing to let go of the past, and it's only hurting him more. Is she ever going to smile again, like she used to? You look in her eyes and they've lost their sparkle.

If only they knew that you were hurting as well.

You've held onto your thoughts and emotions for so long, you're at breaking point. But what can you do? It's never the right time. He's still a broken record, playing the same old song over and over. She won't take the exit even though the door's right in front of her. It's not for you to free him. You can't make her leave him.

Is this how it's going to be? Is it ever going to change?

You look at him. She smiles at you. You want him so badly. You've got to have her as yours. This lid you put on your feelings is breaking. It's all spilling out and you're not even going to try to stop it. You need to tell him. You can't keep it from her.

And you finally realise what you've gotten yourself into...

Posted at 08:52 pm by alynna

wy
May 22, 2006   12:53 AM PDT
 
hey... i'm feeling every single bit of that pain now. wrong time, wrong place. nothing i can do but just watch her go. arrrghh. this pain. never so intense.
Kyels
May 20, 2006   02:04 PM PDT
 
Sounds like a very complicated situation over there. Sigh ...

Love is beautiful yet it portrays itself as a mystery that is unknown to many of us unless we have been there to experience and embrace love itself and within our mortal souls. Unknown to my beings it can be destructive as well though all the splendor of life is captured when you are in love's arms.

There's always a way to solve things out and I hope the light will shine through soon so things would seem clearer rather than at such point blank.

*hugs*
Nick78
May 20, 2006   03:23 AM PDT
 
Love is a mystery and in a way no one can actually solve its secrets. I can tell everyone now I am not exactly sober typing this but I can still think as a person. Pain is a part of life where to learn to be someone you are not n adapt to new things in life. You'll never learn something until u've experienced it. My past hasnt been too good as i might be still healing from it...but everything you stated in this post and the last is true. Ok my head is spinning...I should stop n comment when i am more....sober...:p
 

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