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alynna
On the 3rd of November 1988, a baby was highly eager to see the world but now wishes she can just snuggle under her quilt and sleep the days away...

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Fall, Part One
It's a classic story. It's pathetic when you've lost count of how many times it's happened and you even begin to accept it as completely normal. We always want what we can't have. Do you understand now why Eve took that bite? Temptation. Natural attraction. And you know you can't help it.

Beautiful, isn't she? Will you ever forget that face? Those eyes? That voice? When you asked her 'how long will they let you stay?', you meant it. You really do think she fell from heaven to show mortals what beauty is.

And he's wonderful, isn't he? You thought you'd never find a guy who shares those values. Until you met him. That smile... have you ever seen anything so sincere? Will you ever feel that warmth again?

Maybe perfection doesn't exist. But you could swear that he or she really does embody it all. What can you do anyway? You discover something better than anything you could've expected, so obviously, you fall. Fall, fall, fall. Why wouldn't you hold onto him or her, even if it's only mentally? Who doesn't want to say that they have found that person who seems so perfect?

It's the physical attraction, what he or she believes in, your increased heart rate; they all make you want to hold onto the little things. When you see his favourite team's jersey. Her favourite song on the radio. A few words that remind you of him. A girl who looks just like her from the back.

You lose yourself, fall so deep, you can't see that it isn't going to happen. You pray he'll snap out of his single life. You hope she will turn to you one day, and say the magic words. You secretly curse that girl who called out to him and smiled so flirtatiously. You hate that guy that you saw giving her a hug, holding on for two seconds too long.

But you don't realise how far you've fallen. Until...

Posted at 10:49 pm by alynna

Alynna
May 18, 2006   10:34 PM PDT
 
Vincent: Interpreted wrongly. :P But you spelled it out. It's someone falling in love, just with someone they can't have.

Merv: Thanks. :) I hate the feeling too, but you can never make it go away.

WY: That's exactly right!

Nick: You'd be the lucky few if you never did feel that way at some point in your life.

RJ: Hard, isn't it? But we all suddenly turn helpless, even if we do realise we're being stupid.

Kitty: You're welcome, girl! I'm always one phone call away. :)
KitTy
May 18, 2006   09:54 PM PDT
 
im oki now sapphie~ ^^ *hugs* thankles for being there for me~~
RJ
May 18, 2006   07:45 PM PDT
 
dreams then haunt you night after night....you wish you did something...or just wished you just never felt that way......
Nick78
May 18, 2006   02:43 PM PDT
 
hmmm...somehow I knew this feeling :p
wy
May 18, 2006   02:58 AM PDT
 
love...
pain and pleasure rolled into one
mervkwok
May 18, 2006   02:18 AM PDT
 
...until it's too late. Happens all the time and damn I hate the feeling.

Nicely written btw. Loved this.
vincent
May 18, 2006   02:13 AM PDT
 
someone's in LURVE....
 

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